I’ve had a new house, new husband and new career. You have a granddaughter that you never even knew about.
10 years has literally been a lifetime but not a day goes past where I don’t miss you and am not grateful for all that I am thanks to you.
There are so many times I have gone to pick up the phone. To call you. To tell you.
Jonny? He’s so clever, he’s cheeky, he’s funny and his heart is so big. He’s going place. The spark in him will light fires.
And Katie’s so beautiful. A voice like an angel. And she’s following in your steps behind the camera.
She finds the beauty in things that you always found.
Both of them have your grit. Your determination and your bloody-minded stubbornness. But oh they’re amazing and I know you’d be proud. You always were when it came to those 2.
I wonder if you’d be proud of me? My life has changed so much, on a road I never planned. It’s something you very rarely said. If you were proud. But its all I ever wanted to hear.
So much has changed. Our world is a different place.
10 years on and here we are with a whole new world.
I thought I’d be stronger by now, life would be easier. But dad, I miss you every day